.:.MeLiSsA.:.

·AlWaYS lOoK 4 tHe ExtRaOrDiNaRy· LiFeS nOt aBoUt gEtTiNg WaT u WaNT--
·iN tHe pLaiN oLd OrDiNaRy· iTs aBoUt WaNtiNg WhaT u aLrEaDy gOt

if yOu can't find anything wOrth living fOr
then find sOmeOne wOrth d y i n g fOr

when you look back . and think about
what :: you have and what you lost
you'll . realize the things you have now
are more important because they made
it through // everything ~> with you

MeLiSsA*BoOtY

ºAgE:14
•Status:single
ºLoCaTiOn: PalM HaRbOr, Fl
•MiSsEs:the list never ends... i love you guys down in riverview... n miss you all dearly... seriously.. call or somethin so we can hook something up...

•NeW nUmBa: 727/781-4237
•CeLl: 813/545-2752



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It's everytime i look at myself.. i see the disapointment.. its all the fault i've takin..its all the past i've made mine... i cannot see this anymore... let it all *fall away*-MeL

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when you cried i'd.. wipe away all of your tears when you screamed i'd fight away all of your fears.. i've held your hand through all of these years... and you still, have... all of me.... (e)

It's my life
I find myself in question again
and I doubt this love you've givin to me
I hope you understand when I say I need this time to myself

You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
Well it's my life

I know your open arms too well
cause I've lost myself so many times before
I need to slowly fall away
fall from the, the grip you have on me

You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep witin
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I find these words were never true
I've lost all my repect for you
I need to find my own way
Cause it's my life

I'm fed up with this
you try to take
can't get away
I can't live like this
leave me alone
I'll never be
never be my own person
gotta get away
one step away
gotta get away
just one step away
I gotta get away
I'm pushin me away
I gotta get away
WELL I'M GONE!

You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I find these words were never true
I've lost all my respect for you
I need to find my own way
Cause it's my life
IT'S MY LIFE!

12 StOnEs... *My LiFe*

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004

new blog

hey guys... yeah i have a new location now.... www.silentscreams.blogdrive.com yeah i'll be writing in there now.. this one is useless lol leave me sme comments and such in the other one

Posted at 09:10 pm by PyrOLoVeR
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Friday, May 21, 2004

i'll meet u there...no matter where your life takes u to..

hey guys.. well today was the last day to dress out at P.E... the end is coming closer... we had Math Exams today too.. i think i did pretty good on them... or at least i hope i did... but you know how that goes... lol i dont think i ever get what i want in school. so whats the point in rambeling about it? lol.. i dont think there is one

but anyways... yeah today was pretty depressing... i didnt want to do anything.. because i was so out of it... and then in chorus... they were holding auditions for reflection.. and i was going to try out for that before i found out i was moving... and then now everyone is like.. omg what am i going to do without you????it breaks my heart to see them sad because of me.. its like something i cant even control too.. and they act like i can just tell my mom that i dont wanna move.. and BaM it wont happen.. but its totally not like that.. we have bought the house and everything... its

inevitable now.. nothing we can do...

but w/e i gotta go

Posted at 05:58 pm by PyrOLoVeR
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uhm

yeah.. uhm im sorry everyone for everything i've ever done to hurt you.. or not done ... that hurts you...

*she kisses everyone good bye and waves her middle finger high there never gonna mess with her again...*

i love you all...

Posted at 08:33 am by PyrOLoVeR
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