.:.MeLiSsA.:.

·AlWaYS lOoK 4 tHe ExtRaOrDiNaRy· LiFeS nOt aBoUt gEtTiNg WaT u WaNT--
·iN tHe pLaiN oLd OrDiNaRy· iTs aBoUt WaNtiNg WhaT u aLrEaDy gOt

if yOu can't find anything wOrth living fOr
then find sOmeOne wOrth d y i n g fOr

when you look back . and think about
what :: you have and what you lost
you'll . realize the things you have now
are more important because they made
it through // everything ~> with you

MeLiSsA*BoOtY

ºAgE:14
•Status:single
ºLoCaTiOn: PalM HaRbOr, Fl
•MiSsEs:the list never ends... i love you guys down in riverview... n miss you all dearly... seriously.. call or somethin so we can hook something up...

•NeW nUmBa: 727/781-4237
•CeLl: 813/545-2752



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It's everytime i look at myself.. i see the disapointment.. its all the fault i've takin..its all the past i've made mine... i cannot see this anymore... let it all *fall away*-MeL

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when you cried i'd.. wipe away all of your tears when you screamed i'd fight away all of your fears.. i've held your hand through all of these years... and you still, have... all of me.... (e)

It's my life
I find myself in question again
and I doubt this love you've givin to me
I hope you understand when I say I need this time to myself

You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
Well it's my life

I know your open arms too well
cause I've lost myself so many times before
I need to slowly fall away
fall from the, the grip you have on me

You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep witin
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I find these words were never true
I've lost all my repect for you
I need to find my own way
Cause it's my life

I'm fed up with this
you try to take
can't get away
I can't live like this
leave me alone
I'll never be
never be my own person
gotta get away
one step away
gotta get away
just one step away
I gotta get away
I'm pushin me away
I gotta get away
WELL I'M GONE!

You speak your mind to me again
You force your words so deep within
You try to tell me how to live
But it's my life
I find these words were never true
I've lost all my respect for you
I need to find my own way
Cause it's my life
IT'S MY LIFE!

12 StOnEs... *My LiFe*

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

i GiVe Up

well yeah last night REALLY sucked... i cried myself to sleep and even then my mind was racing... but yeah everything is just so fucking confusing and i dont know where to turn any more... i feel like everything i do i will end up a failure to at least one person in my life... you know either my mom or dad... who knows if im lucky maybe both.... :( but whatever.. who even cares anymore... i give up

Posted at 08:10 am by PyrOLoVeR
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

hmm...mean ppl suck

why do i let these things get to me like i do? i should just give up and let it all roll.. but i always seem to care for some stupid reason.. owell screw you all and have a nice day... night

Posted at 09:37 pm by PyrOLoVeR
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nOthEr FuCkiNg Day

Hey guys, whats going on? well im just gettng ready for school... hopin you guys are doin okay... had a bit of a rough night.. but i'm alright, looking forward to thursday next week... (day after im fully moved & school is over) woop woop hehe but yeah i'm soo tired of things here.. meh it'll all be better soon.. and its cool because i actually have the option to do that... well its not really an option... its more like something i HAVE to do.. but its like a blessing

well who knows anymore.. i got absolutely no sleep last night... i was tired as fuck because i took my Melatonin.. and then my mind started racing.. and even though i had taken those... i still couldnt sleep.. i ended up just laying there... so about 1:30 this morning when i was doin my Crunches i got a call on my cell.. yeah deff surprised me.. lol but yeah hmm

things are so wierd lol... people are so weird... but g2g ttul!!

Posted at 08:34 am by PyrOLoVeR
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